Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Life

You need anger
to have passion
Lonely company
as is the fashion

You need volcanoes
to birth a paradise
You need an earthquake
Mountain of size

A raging fire
In the forest
Will grow a flower
Of sweet newness

this collusion of silence
of hipster reading
still is seeing
always seeing

There was the old man
Silver hair
Worse for ware
He was nameless
But no less
Than I

There was mr pervis
In the backyard
Heart in hand
Kindness never forgot him

Hilly bear
Played quiet guitar
Stop and stare
Beneath the noise of the bar

And he played for no one but him

Mervin was cool
I could never figure out
Left the gig in the school
From Cambridge UK
to the Bowery USA

I cant forget how he got to me

There was the boy
He was true
Too much man for himself
And we went blue

There was the tall one
He had all the answers
But he would never tell me
Did not see me

He was still my stallion
My winged night Mare
The one I could not control
and could not share

He left me without ever leaving
He loved me without ever loving
He says he still does to this day
That he is morn to play

The small trips
Down the dirt road
Paved with gold
To make me old

The long drive
Down that silly mile
I got off before I got on

In between there is my muse
The one who steps
ahead of my shadow
and knows it’s all a ruse.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

you are a brilliant light in the world!
the very rare and few that sees the world exactly as it is and yet has the insight to see the mystical and magical in it all too.
you have loved so many some deservedly some not but the abundance of your soul seems to never run dry. even the days you curl up in fear and anxiety you still overflow with love witch makes your pain all the more poignant.
from the the one who sees you.
MrC

Mon said...

best comment i will ever get.

Fans and Friends of Lydia Cornell said...

Wow, beautiful and wise poem. You are a real writer...Love you Deb! Keep up the great work.

And Chaz -- great observation! Where are you? I've been trying to reach you Chaz.